kanyewest said Just came back from 6 months of leave. 

Didn't touch a computer. Honestly I'm getting used to mouse, it feels so weird??

Anyway, I hope you've all been doing great.,Who knew I'd be saved by a wiki/doc written by myself a year ago.,Can someone guide me plz

I developed mobile apps mainly (2 years as Android dev - Java, 1.5 year as iOS & Android - swifit, Kotlin), then Unity app 2 years (C#), then some VST plugins (mostly front end C++) 6 months.

Now, I'm having meetings with my boss to talk about my career trajectory. I mean I have no idea what I want to do. All the dreams and passion gone. I'm just happy to come to work do whatever. I only focus on sleeping early, getting my exercise, and waking up at the same time everyday.

Some web development might be fun? I have an option to work on internal tools but it's not a product, no more users except company people.,9-5 

5 times a week,

until you retire

and you won't even become rich doing it,Merry Christmas You Filthy Animals,truth is relative to its time in place within the known universe

nothing is definitive,What's with the fucking dogshit companies requiring me to pay to unlock content inside and requiring subscription AFTER ME BUYING THE GAME.

Now, this is happening the second time. 

I refunded GTA 5 after this shit happened but then THEY BANNED MY ACCOUNT FOR REFUNDING IT.,In order to function well, you must ensure your basic needs are being met. Like sleeping well, eating well, resting well. Otherwise we derail.

Paradoxically, self love results in loving others. Because we are functioning well, we behave. I guess it's just my case. Whatever problems I have, chronically being stressed or tired just overdrives it.

I need to be really careful on how to I treat others, especially my loved ones. Strange, how I treat people I work with nicely and professionally. But in reality, these people are not even my friends. 

Also a wise man on devRant said "Forgive yourself and study zen scriptures. Find solace in nature and serve others." Since I deleted the rant, I don't remember who it was. Anyway, thank you. Also, thank all of your comments of raw feedback. It really helps me think and reflect on myself and actions.

The best value I can give others is by not being there. That's how I felt at work and in society, weird times.

Recently, going to gym and sleeping early made me look way better. I'm thankful for that. And coming to work early everyday and managing work-life made me feel like I'm doing well.,One Nation under CCTV,Communication is the process of sharing information, ideas, thoughts, or feelings between individuals or groups. It involves a sender, a message, and a receiver, and it can occur through various channels such as verbal, non-verbal, written, or visual forms.

Today, I want to communicate with you all. I am the sender, and the receiver are you guys.

The message is, fuck you.```