Ranchonyx said ... I'll be honest.
I think something in my mind is fucked.

I can not work repetitive tasks.
I can't. I can't. I fucking can't.

My primary task should be to program stuff. Not configure bullshit for a living.

I just want something challenging, something new, something interesting.

BOOOORRRREEEEDOOOMMM,I fucked up big time and I think I'm having a panic attack.,Instead of age++, I now do lifetime--;```