kanyewest said Just came back from 6 months of leave. 

Didn't touch a computer. Honestly I'm getting used to mouse, it feels so weird??

Anyway, I hope you've all been doing great.,Who knew I'd be saved by a wiki/doc written by myself a year ago.,Can someone guide me plz

I developed mobile apps mainly (2 years as Android dev - Java, 1.5 year as iOS & Android - swifit, Kotlin), then Unity app 2 years (C#), then some VST plugins (mostly front end C++) 6 months.

Now, I'm having meetings with my boss to talk about my career trajectory. I mean I have no idea what I want to do. All the dreams and passion gone. I'm just happy to come to work do whatever. I only focus on sleeping early, getting my exercise, and waking up at the same time everyday.

Some web development might be fun? I have an option to work on internal tools but it's not a product, no more users except company people.,9-5 

5 times a week,

until you retire

and you won't even become rich doing it,Merry Christmas You Filthy Animals,truth is relative to its time in place within the known universe

nothing is definitive,What's with the fucking dogshit companies requiring me to pay to unlock content inside and requiring subscription AFTER ME BUYING THE GAME.

Now, this is happening the second time. 

I refunded GTA 5 after this shit happened but then THEY BANNED MY ACCOUNT FOR REFUNDING IT.,In order to function well, you must ensure your basic needs are being met. Like sleeping well, eating well, resting well. Otherwise we derail.

Paradoxically, self love results in loving others. Because we are functioning well, we behave. I guess it's just my case. Whatever problems I have, chronically being stressed or tired just overdrives it.

I need to be really careful on how to I treat others, especially my loved ones. Strange, how I treat people I work with nicely and professionally. But in reality, these people are not even my friends. 

Also a wise man on devRant said "Forgive yourself and study zen scriptures. Find solace in nature and serve others." Since I deleted the rant, I don't remember who it was. Anyway, thank you. Also, thank all of your comments of raw feedback. It really helps me think and reflect on myself and actions.

The best value I can give others is by not being there. That's how I felt at work and in society, weird times.

Recently, going to gym and sleeping early made me look way better. I'm thankful for that. And coming to work early everyday and managing work-life made me feel like I'm doing well.,One Nation under CCTV,Communication is the process of sharing information, ideas, thoughts, or feelings between individuals or groups. It involves a sender, a message, and a receiver, and it can occur through various channels such as verbal, non-verbal, written, or visual forms.

Today, I want to communicate with you all. I am the sender, and the receiver are you guys.

The message is, fuck you.,Isn't it crazy that we are getting PAID to do what we LOVE.

I fucking love Typescript and Next.js.

Indians can fuck off with their peasant Android and PHP shit. You get what you deserve nigga.

Also, why do babies cry when they see black or indian person? Something to think about.,Did you know you can make a CEO from a Punjabi? It's the same as making fire from ice. Jokes aside, having an Indian CEO makes Indian employees work hard, chasing that dream. But what many don't realize is that it's just a façade. There's a limit to what any Indian can achieve, and they will never surpass white individuals. A CEO, yes, but never the actual owner, like Larry Page. TLDR; Putting a person JUST BECAUSE they're Indian is a strategic move because China's labour is no longer cheap and every major company is targeting India, labour and factory and what not. First of all, if you want to actually stop racism, we should start paying more fairly. Maybe start with women first? I guess? Women making less money for same job is stupid. Off topic, short men get paid lesser than taller men, did you know that? Well life isn't fair. The strong abuses the weak. I think true key to success is just exploiting other peoples' energy, time, labour and intelligence. Coerce them into doing it, fuck yeah, mindfuck their small brains really hard.,Calendar event literally has information about why the presenter is busy and it's being rescheduled. But then colleague comes and everyone is already there waiting me? Like what kind of retarded fuck writes rescheduling on the event memo? My god communication error and language barrier is fucking my mood so much. Honestly, I said things in English last year to a colleague and he thought I was angry and told the boss. I was warned to be careful talking to people. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.,I just want to talk to people, more people, new people, friends, anyone, 

I want to explore their culture, their life, I want to learn.

Otherwise I feel like I'm wasting my life. 

I just want to go out and explore the world.,Let's assume you're Mark Zuckerberg or Elon Musk, or just a CEO or boss, or majority shareholder of a large company. 

Let's suppose you have it all, big houses, multiple vacation homes, big family, nice cars, big fat stock options and dizzying amount of digits in the bank. 

Nice, so what now? What motivates you? What is there to earn? Why work hard?,Thankfully we're in mid or end phase of the New World Order. 

So, say goodbye to countries, borders, and RACISM. 

John Lennon wins in the end. Good game.,sexy time?,Thinking about machine learning and models... without data, there is no model, meaning they are extremely dependent on the data.

But is that intelligence? It seems more like the most basic form of a human that consumes anything it’s given—an indoctrinated, brainwashed slave, in a sense.

True intelligence involves overriding the training through reasoning, raw intellect, intuition, or the ability to question.

If a model is trained solely on the laws of physics and language, can it reason afterward? For example, can it use physics to question the events of 9/11, arguing that the laws of physics do not allow for the free fall of three towers, regardless of the CGI planes shown on TV?

We are intelligent, sentient beings on this planet.

While God is a man-made concept, reality provides us with much evidence of our creation. We are the children of nature, and nature is the first intelligence that gave life to us all.

Do whatever it takes to survive and protect your people.,I don't remember the Netflix show name, but it was cyberpunk and animated. From the show, I find this idea very interesting. 

Put prisons behind an API. And use it for various tasks that require intelligence. There you go, we solved the AI problem. 

But I wonder say we're using it for a self-driving, the prisoner just deliberately crashes it.,ROSS ULBRICHT IS NOW A FREE MAN.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

PACK YOUR BAG. MOVE TO MONGOLIA.

FUCK USA.,I'm thinking about quitting my job and becoming a streamer,Good sleep saves the day again,DeepSeek r1 shows clear reasoning instead of hardcoded answers on topics like 9/11. 

Never thought the day I would say this but well done China. 

Big power countries are shitty, but at least we have handful of them keeping each other in check. Imagine if USA was the ONLY power. Fucking dystopia.,There is only one terrorist in this world and it likes to call everyone terrorists and treats as such. It's name is United States of America.,I am planning to quit my job next year, so I have 1 year to figure my shit out.,I am working on an Internal app, and I have the entire employee data, across all subsidiaries. Just finished implementing the search function.

I feel like an NSA employee at this moment.,My grandparents were both killed and ran over by tanks on Tiananmen Square in 1989. Good times.,I might have ranted this before on an old account 1-2 years back.

In my year of my career, a guy needed help on git operations. He wanted to push his code and create a pull request or whatever.

And I somehow fucked up and wiped his entire day's work.

Guy started spasming and moaning but not in a good way. He was clearly under distress. 

I remember it so vividly. 

Makes me laugh, every, goddamn time.```